So these past months I believe that I have finally learned how to let go of things and let them be and really trust in God what he has in store for me. I watched the movie “Silver Linings of a Playbook” last night and it was a very dramatic movie, but the meaning was simple and that was the man who was hurt by his wife learned to let go and move on to something better! I felt that this...
The heavier things and the heaviest things in...
This week has been stressful with exams and normal school work. Nothing compared to what happened last night while I was on the job. I received a phone call from a resident and as I picked up I listened to him say “I’ve been trying to kill myself for the last 30 minutes”… The situation at hand is probably the hardest thing that I have ever experienced or dealt with. During...
This week has probably been one of the most challenging weeks of my life. I was sick and had exams among other things such as rush for my fraternity and dealing with emotions. I believe that it is by God’s grace that I have kept my sanity throughout this week and haven’t lost it. I can only be thankful that everything is falling into place for my life and that it really does feel like...
God is good
God is so good and this is something that is hitting me more and more everyday. I don’t think that I could make it through this year will the stress that is around me and my family problems without his help. He is perfectly good. I have been pretty stressed lately and I just want the next 2 weeks to fly by so i can get some rest and relax. I am feeling under the weather at the moment and I...
Beginning of the year and semester
I feel like God is guiding me this semester and put me in this position as an RA to be a role model for my residents. This position is such a blessing because I have those tough conversations with people and I hope that God will allow me these opportunities to be strong and have an effect on the people I am around whether it be with my actions or words. Especially one of the RA’s whom I...
churchjanitor: Lord, As this year unfolds, I ask that one truth will be evident in my life: You must become greater and greater, while I become less and less. I pray that this thought of John will characterize my thoughts. I seek that this action will inform my actions. May my words echo with these words. Thank you. Amen.
New Year's Resolution
1. To keep things simple. I feel like I overcomplicated things the past year when it shouldn’t have been. I needed to stay true to myself and I did not do that. 2. Get angry about the right things or don’t get angry at all. I need to learn how to control my temper better especially over the small details. Also not to show that I am angry when I am and to pursue a calm conversation. ...
When I take a nap and forget that I have to do 2am...
Today I was on a run a nice little trot (side note ran for 48 minutes) it was refreshing. Just looking at the expanse of what God has created has never ceased to amaze me. From the air to the smallest insect I saw today. Everything was created by Him, to be perfect in his creation. I know that I am “perfect” in my own sense and that He will always accept me. On another note… I...
So A lot has happened in the past few weeks, and one thing that i am starting to appreciate more and more is my mother. She gives the best comforting advice and is so encouraging! I can see the reason why I am able to the person who I am is due to that lady. I get to concentrate on myself now and am finding myself and what I really want to do in life. I am switching churches as well because the...
I wish i had a dog →
I feel like my heart is in so much turmoil at the moment. I want peace in my heart and just have everything be still. I just focus on too many things on want and over analyze, over- interprete, over everything really. I wish i was not so emotional or loud mouthed. I wish God will just quiet my heart and make me still and allow me to listen to what He has to say to me. I just need peace.